you know, it'd be really kinda cool if someone with the same name as me died. well, not cool. not like that anyway.

but to have people calling to find out what happened to me, people sending plants and cards to my mom, which i could then take home for myself.

then show up somewhere that lots of people know me and think i'm dead, and i'd claim i had amnesia. just like on As the World Turns when Craig disappeared in that planecrash off the coast of Greece.

of course, that happened something like 14 years ago. i can't believe i still remember that, but can't remember my mom's phone number.